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Jackie  

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  • Deviant since Jun 26, 2006, 10:58 AM
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gray-blueyou sigh, a slight smile, bit of a smirk, really,  i glance, and see how it really makes you feel;  but she stares at you, stares right through you,  seeing only what she wants to see;  
you cannot mean anything to her, it isn't allowed, she has decided,  and staring out the window, still, i see you, the awkwardness you  try to conceal, the itching, craving, desire, addiction,  addiction that has dragged you down this path before, mercilessly  crushing you, and i know you hate yourself for it, hate it even as it  calls to you, you must have it, you must!   
she leaves, still seeing the wo gray-blue
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A.C.Q.D.: An Exploration of...Alone, watching  
life repeat its fading motions, sight is blurred--all is too fast  
or too slow, the real world is the one inside your head, for all else is dead or dying,  nothing can save it now... the words forming silently from your lips cannot change  everything, the lies as hollow as your heart, you knew they would break you...   
Cold, watching  ordinary life pass you, your hands are numb, mind is fragile as glass,  look, now, you see your self as if from above, you are living while you are  dying, dead, you came to remember but all was lost...   
Quiet, watching  until ther A.C.Q.D.: An Exploration of...
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leaving soon... kinda..

Journal Entry: Thu Apr 24, 2008, 1:29 PM
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: myself type on the keyboard
  • Reading: my own mind. yours is boring today. xD
  • Watching: the clock... don't know why though O.o
the bad news: my brother is moving out on monday. And taking his laptop with him. and since i dont have a laptop, and my parents don't want to buy another computer, i won't be doing any more photomanips for a while.

the good news: i can use the school's comp. lab sometimes and go on dA, fave stuff, comment, write random angsty poems... but they don't have photoshop, so.. SAD! photomanipping is my favorite thing to do.... gonna miss it.

more good news: i'm going to save and buy a laptop... i really wanted to get a fancy one, but i think i'll just get whatever so i don't have to wait so long xD well as long as its got PS and the internet, i'm happy lolz

more news: also... sheesh. i need to get more friends. lolz. most of them are online through dA or whatev, and the rest of them are perpetually "too busy" to hang out with me ever. soooo... i'm going to be more lonely than usual. meh.

more more news: well at least Mina-Chan (a.k.a. Amina/vampyre-hime) is going to write to me! yay!

more more more news: uhm thats it.

so anyway. just so you all know. i may finish one more manip before my brother moves out but who knows. sometimes they take me a while xD and sometimes i just cant find the perfect model for it!

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Devious Information

  • Current Age: 17
  • Current Residence: U.S.A.
  • Favourite movie: I Am David
  • Favourite band or musician: Kent, Wolfsheim, Moby, Angels & Airwaves, And One, HIM, Frou Frou, Blue October...
  • Favourite genre of music: Techno/Electronica
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe, Walt Whitman
  • Personal Quote: LIVE FREE OR DIE TRYING
  • Tools of the Trade: Black pen and a spiral notebook. Or Macromedia Fireworks, if i'm doing photomanips

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~PistolFox24:iconPistolFox24: 1 day 6 hours ago
Hey, thanks for the favorites!

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=nothingreal0:iconnothingreal0: 1 day 7 hours ago
Thank you for the :+fav: on Porcelain Poet: Hope!! I greatly appreciate it. :blowkiss:

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~dying-inside-again:icondying-inside-again: 4 days 3 hours ago
i miss you too
:hug:

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~malaja53:iconmalaja53: 5 days 28 minutes ago Mood: Sadness
miss you girl
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~dying-inside-again:icondying-inside-again: Apr 27, 2008, 9:59:08 AM
:D no problem

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~dying-inside-again:icondying-inside-again: Apr 26, 2008, 5:43:19 PM
hello! no problem, i think its a great shot! :D

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*BreedStock:iconBreedStock: Apr 26, 2008, 4:44:06 PM
hi jackie:wave:! thank you for the :+fav: , i appreciate it!

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~dying-inside-again:icondying-inside-again: Apr 25, 2008, 3:03:02 PM
:D you're welcome, i love your photography!

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*kiebitz:iconkiebitz: Apr 25, 2008, 11:59:57 AM Mood: Sociable
:#1: Many thanks for the wonderful :+fav:’s! I’m glad about that! :thanks:

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~dying-inside-again:icondying-inside-again: Apr 22, 2008, 1:58:19 PM
:wave: you're welcome! :D

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~dying-inside-again:icondying-inside-again: Apr 22, 2008, 1:57:22 PM
:) no problem

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*BreedStock:iconBreedStock: Apr 22, 2008, 5:38:34 AM
jackie :wave:! many thank you's for the recent :+fav: & :+devwatch:!:boogie:

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*ZZzenNN:iconZZzenNN: Apr 21, 2008, 7:36:11 PM
Thx for the fav....

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~dying-inside-again:icondying-inside-again: Apr 20, 2008, 5:11:08 PM
^^ you're welcome :hug:

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*vampyre-hime:iconvampyre-hime: Apr 19, 2008, 11:07:23 PM
xDD nice nice ^^ Oo ty for the favs :hug:

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~dying-inside-again:icondying-inside-again: Apr 19, 2008, 2:55:02 PM
hehe i almost jumped... (even though it's written down not said! xD) :hug: hi

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~dying-inside-again:icondying-inside-again: Apr 19, 2008, 2:53:50 PM
you're welcome :D

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*vampyre-hime:iconvampyre-hime: Apr 19, 2008, 11:41:11 AM
BOO! Just saying hi hehe :hug:

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If you live to be 100, I hope I live to be 100 minus 1 day, so I never have to live without you.- Winnie the Pooh
=Pygar:iconPygar: Apr 19, 2008, 2:36:44 AM
Thanks for the :+fav: of Maze of Destiny! :thanks:
~dying-inside-again:icondying-inside-again: Apr 18, 2008, 4:03:17 PM
:) no problem

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~dying-inside-again:icondying-inside-again: Apr 17, 2008, 7:27:54 PM
you're welcome :)

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~dying-inside-again:icondying-inside-again: Apr 16, 2008, 4:14:58 PM
:hug: you're welcome

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